I think the hardest thing about the experience so far is my addiction. I am a food addict and I'm going cold-turkey (excuse the pun).
I think about food, what it tastes like, what it feels , how it makes me feel but the infuriating thing for my cravings is that I just can't stuff myself silly because it is impossible.
I get a horrible pangs of need for food. Not in a hungry way I might add but as a hit.
I'm slowly coming to terms this week that it's just not possible. I'm hoping this is going to cure my addiction.
All I'm able to eat really is juice, tea, Berocca and lots and lots of soup. I have tried eating proper solids but I when I've finished eating it just feels too uncomfortable and I end up doing a Roman. Soup is nourishing and it satisfies me without that horrible uncomfortable feeling which I hate more than anything.
On the plus side, from eating lots of vegetable soup and fruit juice, my skin looks lovely and clear annnnd I'm down 11 lbs in total.
FYI, I went back to 8lbs loss on Monday after my initial recorded weight loss of 10lbs on Sunday but that's because I stopped vomiting and replenished some much needed fluids.
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