Christmas aftermath

So the Christmas holiday was horrific. I'm so glad it's all over now.

From what was supposed to be a quiet one with my brother and parents, turned into a big one with my family from Singapore who don't know about the balloon.

There was so much food, just thinking about it makes me feel ill.

I felt like I had to save face and eat normally when I really wasn't ready. I ended up puking several times because I ate relatively normal sized Xmas dinner plus a little piece of cheesecake plus cheese and crackers later on. I've found out I can't drink alcohol. I drank half a glass of champagne Xmas morning and then I got the worst stomach cramps ever and then red wine gave me terrible acid reflux.

I can't tell you how happy I am to go back to soup, water and juice today.

I don't dare weigh myself; I have it in my head that I've piled on my 11lbs that I lost. I know that's not true really but my stomach is so swollen from Xmas that I can't help think it.